missing you / Debbie Bell (friend)
have been thinking about you ! thought i would stop by here and tell you thank u for your friendship u gave me and the love u showed in cancer chat room! see ya someday! love and miss ya Close
Another year... time goes by so quickly. / Mom (Mother)Read >>
Another year... time goes by so quickly. / Mom (Mother)
Hey Kiddo:
Today is Mother's Day and I have to come say HI to my favorite kid. Today also marks the 7th anniversary of your passing can't believe it has been that long.
I know you are at peace and I know you are with all of those who have gone on before us.
I still remember our talk and I go back and thing about it from time to time. You spoke of Heaven's beauty the waterfalls and how everything was so peaceful. I am happy to know you are free from pain and illness and knowing you you are playing basketball there too. :-)
It has been hard learning to live without you here physically and I have struggled as you know but this year is a year for change - it is time to celebrate your life instead of mourning your death.
You accomplished so much while here on earth. You made so many friends. You were an inspiration to me and many around you. YOU continue to be an inspiration to me and a source of light when I feel my world growing dim.
Thank you for the best years of my life. I was/AM honored to be your mom. YOU are my hero!
Missing you and LOVING you so much... Kiddo!
Love
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Always Missing You! / Lisa Randall (Aunie Roonie )Read >>
Always Missing You! / Lisa Randall (Aunie Roonie )
Ryan...I can't say anything on here you don't already knowbut I will let all to see. Your "always" on my mind "forever" in my heart and I miss you more than ever. It's been 7 years and at times it seems like a lifetime. I know I can't see you but I feel your presence with me from time to time and so does your grammieand that gives us great comfort in knowing that your alright.We all LOVE and miss you so very much Ryan.Love Aunie Close
Seven long years / Nataly M. (friend)
Ryan
Its been seven long years and 2 days since the last time we spoke. I'm now 21 years old living halfway around the world and I still think about you very often. I remember as a 13 year old rushing home to speak with you and I remember loving every second of it. I always wonder what it would've been like if we met in person. I'll never forget the last phone call that we had and I'll never forget how good of friends we were. I know that you're in a better place and it probably hurts you that we are all hurting but that can't change. It hurts a lot to know that you're not here with us physically but I know that you are still here with us in spirit. I love and miss you so much and I'll always remember that "until forever ends I will be your friend."
Love
Nataly
Take care up there!! Close
Every year around April Mei I think of you and your mum. Hard to beleive that its been nearly seven years since you left and I am so sorry that this is the first time in years that I have come back to say hi. I promise to come back each year from now on and just let you know that I havent forgotten you and to let you know that you will always be a special part in my life.
Dude your always on my mind! / Daniel Martinez (HS bestfriend )
Wow its been a while bro im 23 now you were always a year ahead of me. i sure miss you i live in arizona now its alright over here sometimes i wonder what we would be like if u were still here you were the only down to earth friend i ever had days are goin by so fast people are changing and nothings the same. dude just the other day i was thinking about the times when we lived on dexter st in covina ca remember when we used to always ride our bikes in that empty field next to ur apts where that old mean man use to live i went to california about 1 month ago i drove up dexter st all i can remember and picture was me and you all the good and bad things we used to do dude we had so much fun. i think about you everyday i wish you were still here man i miss you alot theres one thing i will never forget was that accent you had and when it was time for dinner you always say ( mums calling me for suppa). well white boy (ryan would always answer in return well mexican lol) dam dude i still remember everything as if it were yesterday you will always be in my thoughts and heart man u were one tuff kid and thinking of you keeps me going everyday. i love you RED aka SONSHINE your best buddy daniel Close
keeping in touch. / Eileen Hyatt (HS Friend )Read >>
keeping in touch. / Eileen Hyatt (HS Friend )
Hey Ryan been a while since I have been on here. I have been up to a lot. well everyone has. Taylor Jackie and Jameson all have kids. Boys. I am married and live in Indiana now No kids for me at least not for a few years! lol Kira is married and has 2 boys too. I think about you a lot I sure miss you. Yoy made a difference in my life and I am sure many others as well. I finally get to see my brothers more now that Kyle is out of HS he is in the marines now and Brandon lives in CO. Things aure are differnet out here in Indiana then Cali. much colder now and I went though my first tornado warning in april. lol i rather have earthquakes then Tornados anyday! well thats it for now. I miss u buddy. Close
I cleaned my daughters room a week ago. I found the two stuffed animals you gave me. Its funny cause since I was a little girl stuffed animals have come and go but through all the stuff Ive been through somehow those two are the only ones that followed me every where. It made me think of that day you stood by the library with me. I remember when you gave me those. You SNUCK out of the house passed your nurse...in the rain on your scooter just to see me at the library on Valentines Day to give me those. Theres not a day that doesnt go by that I dont wonder about you or how your doing. Thank you for caring about me so much and for always being there for me.Thank you for always making me smile and knowing exactly what to say. I wish time would have given us more time. I miss you and love you alot.You know whats in my heart and I know Ill see you again.
Lakers take it Ryan! / Brandy (cousin)
Bet you were hollering hooting dancing and having a grand ol' time in Heaven last night when the Lakers beat the Celtics! Being the Mainer I am I was cheering for the Celtics but smiled when the Lakers won cause I thought of you. Wish we had gotten to be closer. Everyday I think about it and about how much I missed out on by not really knowing you. Love you and miss you!! Close
Another Birthday.... / Trudy (Mother)
Hi Ryan...
Another birthday! 24!!! WOW!!! The years fly buy for sure. I hope your day was a special one and filled with nothing but happiness and celebration because you deserve it.
Remember no matter where you are you are still a BIG part of me and that will never change.
I miss you and love you even more!
Again Happy Birthday Kiddo!!!!
All my love
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Happy Birthday Cuz!! / Brandy Lilly (Cousin)
Ryan just wanted to wish you a happy birthday! I know we were very close while you were here and I for that I am sorry. I am sure I would have loved the young man you became! (your mom did excellent with you) I know that you are watching over us all now and are forever with us in our hearts. I love you cuz and miss you! Close
Just wanted to write you and wish you a VERY Happy 23rd Birthday! I am sure the celebration in Heaven is much grander and can't compare to anything we have here.
Enjoy YOUR day! You deserve it more then anything!
As always, you are missed, thought of and forever loved!
Miss you! / Eileen Ehrlich (Best friend )
Just saying how much we all miss you Taylor does miss you alot from time to time we still talk about you and how we spent the time at the tree in H.S at lunch. we miss your smile and your laugh. we know you are in a better place. we still love you! talk to you soon. Close
Happy Fourth of July / Bridget Dtr Of Al Peacock (United by angels )Read >>
Happy Fourth of July / Bridget Dtr Of Al Peacock (United by angels )
I wanted to make you some birthday graphics for your page but just couldn't bring myself to get into the spirit of doing so, and for that I apologize for.
I did want to come by and wish you a happy birthday and I hope you had a grand celebration up there! We bought a cake and sang happy birthday to you - hope you heard us up there.
This is a special day still, even though you are not with us physically. This was the day you came into this world and changing my life forever. I think when I had you, I then realized what it was like to truly love someone with everything thing they had, because that is how I felt about you Ryan. I had/have more love for you then I have for anyone... you are a product of me... and you are the one thing I did RIGHT in my life... and I will always treasure the time I had with you.
Again, Happy birthday Ryan! I love you and miss you so much!!
Wishing I was with you / From Heaven To My Mom I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear, A rather strange idea, I see everything from here, I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card, A card of love for my MOM, as this day for her is hard, There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine, except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven, she is still my mom, too, no matter where I reside, I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she's cried, I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know, that though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so, she talks with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too, memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do? my mom carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight, she brings flowers to my grave, there my living memory dwells, she writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well, so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth, I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth, she needs to be honored, and be remembered too, just as the children of the earth will do, thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best, find a way to tell her, how much she means to me, until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.
Trudy, Happy Mother’s Day. May your day be filled with wonderful memories of your Angel. May their spirit bring you peace and comfort knowing that the connection and bond between Mother and Child can never be broken.
I know I havent written to you in awhile . It's not that I don't come in from time to time and look things over,its hard to write down my thoughts and feelings to you in here. Ryan, you know whats in my heart for you. For everyone else reading this,let me just say Ryan was and still is " MY HERO". I will never meet another like him.He was a Gift, in more ways than one. He continues to make me laugh,which he was quite good at doing. He is still a constant in my everyday life,and I'm still a proud Aunt of a young man that was wise beyond his earthly years. Would I like to have the chance to hug him,kiss him and tell him I love him one more time,you bet.But until that time comes and I know it will . I have to believe that God needed Ryan to do some extraordinary things in Heaven. Ryan, until we meet again,I Love You! P.S. Save me a good seat by that beautiful waterfall you was talking about. Love, Aunie
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